When it comes to relationships, it’s easy to fall into black-and-white thinking: You’re either needy or you’re distant. You’re either always there for others or you never ask for help. But what if both things are true can be true? What if you find yourself swinging between craving connection and fiercely guarding your independence? Can you be hyper independent and codependent at the same time?
That’s exactly what I want to explore with you here; this strange, very real paradox of being both codependent and hyper independent.
Let’s break it down together.
Understanding codependency and hyper independence
Human behavior is rarely tidy. Codependency and hyper independence might seem like total opposites, but honestly, they can show up in the same person depending on the situation. And when they do, it can feel really confusing.
Codependency is when your self-worth gets tangled up in other people’s needs. You might find yourself saying yes when you want to say no, constantly trying to keep the peace, or feeling responsible for everyone else’s emotions. Over time, this can make you feel like you’ve lost yourself.
On the flip side, hyper independence is like a wall built around your emotions. It often shows up as “I’ve got it, I don’t need anyone,” even when you’re struggling. This kind of extreme self-reliance can be a response to past hurt, especially when people you trusted let you down. It’s a protective mechanism, just like codependency is.
Neither of these patterns makes you broken. They’re both coping strategies. But they can get in the way of healthy, balanced relationships if we don’t learn where they come from and how they show up in our lives.
Defining codependency
Codependency often starts in childhood. Maybe you had to take care of others emotionally, or your worth depended on being “good” or helpful. As adults, this can turn into people-pleasing, poor boundaries, and feeling like you don’t know who you are outside of your relationships.
Melody Beattie’s classic book, Codependent No More, is a great place to start if this is resonating with you.
Defining hyper independence
Hyper independence often gets praised, especially in cultures that glorify hustle and self-sufficiency. But when you feel like you can’t rely on anyone, even when you want to, that’s a sign something deeper might be going on.
This pattern is often linked to trauma, especially emotional neglect. According to therapist Lindsay Gibson, author of Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, people who didn’t get their emotional needs met as kids often grow up to be fiercely self-reliant.
Can you be hyper independent and codependent at the same time? The interplay between the two
So how can these two seemingly opposite behaviors exist in one person?
Well, if your emotional needs weren’t consistently met growing up, you might flip between clinging and withdrawing. In one relationship, you might feel desperate for closeness; in another, you might shut down completely. Or maybe even within the same relationship, you alternate between the two.
This back-and-forth is super common for people with a history of inconsistent emotional support. It’s not a character flaw. It’s an adaptation. And it can be healed.
Attachment styles and relationship dynamics
Learning about attachment theory really helped me understand this. It explains how our early relationships shape the way we connect with others later on.
- If you tend to be codependent, you might lean more toward anxious attachment, where you fear being abandoned and need a lot of reassurance.
- If you lean hyper independent, that’s often tied to avoidant attachment, where you keep people at arm’s length because closeness feels unsafe.
- You could also have a blend of both attachment styles and relate more to disorganized attachment.
You can learn more about this from Dr. Diane Poole Heller’s work, which breaks down attachment styles beautifully.
The four attachment styles
There are four main attachment styles:
- Secure: You’re comfortable with closeness and also okay being on your own.
- Anxious: You crave closeness but often worry about being abandoned.
- Avoidant (Dismissive): You value independence and struggle with emotional intimacy.
- Fearful-Avoidant (Disorganized): You want closeness but also fear it, leading to push-pull dynamics.
If you see yourself in more than one of these —especially fluctuating between anxious and avoidant— that’s totally normal. Many people fall into the fearful-avoidant category, which can explain the mix of codependent and hyper independent behaviors.
How attachment styles influence these behaviors
If you’re anxiously attached, you might find yourself constantly seeking validation from others. If you’re avoidant, you might pride yourself on being independent but struggle to open up emotionally.
Fearful-avoidant individuals often bounce between the two. You might deeply want connection but feel overwhelmed or distrustful when you get it. It’s a tough cycle, but understanding it is the first step toward breaking it.
The role of childhood experiences
A lot of this goes back to childhood. If your caregivers were inconsistent, emotionally unavailable, or made you feel responsible for their feelings, that shapes how you show up in relationships.
- Emotional neglect often leads to hyper independence.
- Unpredictable caregiving can lead to codependency.
This article from Psychology Today dives into how emotional neglect affects adult relationships.
Societal and cultural influences
Culture plays a role too. In some cultures or families, putting others first is expected, making codependency feel normal. In others, especially in the U.S., independence is seen as the ultimate goal, so hyper independence gets rewarded.
It’s worth reflecting on the messages you got growing up about needing help or putting yourself first. Those beliefs run deep.
Emotional and psychological consequences
Neither codependency nor hyper independence is sustainable long term. They both come with emotional costs.
- Codependency can lead to burnout, anxiety, and resentment.
- Hyper independence can lead to loneliness, disconnection, and emotional suppression.
This isn’t about blaming yourself, it’s about noticing the patterns and gently choosing a different way.
Recognizing and overcoming unhealthy behaviors
Start with self-awareness. Ask yourself:
- Do I feel guilty when I say no?
- Do I struggle to ask for help, even when I need it?
Talking to a trusted friend or therapist can help. Therapy modalities like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) are especially helpful for shifting these patterns. Several self-help books can also get you started in your healing journey.
Identifying signs in yourself and others
Notice how you respond in relationships:
- If you feel like you’re always giving and never receiving, codependency might be at play.
- If you push people away or insist on doing everything yourself, hyper independence could be your go-to.
These signs aren’t something to be ashamed of, they’re clues. They help you understand what you need to heal.
Strategies for healthier emotional functioning
The one thing I’ve learned over my healing journey is that change doesn’t happen overnight. But small steps make a big difference.
- Practice mindfulness to build awareness around your emotional responses. Apps like Insight Timer or Headspace are great tools.
- Learn to sit with emotions instead of avoiding them.
- Get curious about your patterns rather than judging them.
Setting healthy boundaries
Boundaries are not walls, they’re bridges to healthier relationships. Start by identifying what makes you feel safe and respected.
Communicate clearly and kindly. It might feel uncomfortable at first, but over time, it becomes second nature.
Developing communication skills
Good communication is key. Practice using “I” statements—like “I feel overwhelmed when I don’t have time to myself”—instead of blame.
Also, really listen. Not just to respond, but to understand. That shift alone can change everything.
Fostering interdependence in relationships
The goal isn’t to be totally independent or completely dependent—it’s interdependence. That sweet spot where you can lean on each other without losing yourself.
Talk openly with your people. Celebrate each other. Make space for both connection and individuality.
Embrace balance and growth
So, can you be hyper independent and codependent at the same time? Not simultaneously, but yes you can be.
But you’re not broken if you relate to both codependency and hyper independence. You’re human. You’ve adapted in the best ways you knew how and now, you get to learn new ways.
Be gentle with yourself. Celebrate every small win. And remember: healthy relationships start with the one you have with yourself. You’ve got this!
References & further reading
- Levine, A., & Heller, R. (2010). Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help You Find—and Keep—Love. New York: TarcherPerigee.
- Bowlby, J. (1988). A Secure Base: Parent-Child Attachment and Healthy Human Development. New York: Basic Books.
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